Only showing the Surface

Ignoring what other people say is easier said than done... unless you let it sink in for a few moments and then after about 10 minutes of talking to your friends, you go to youtube and watch some videos.

Then that one little mean comment, sentence, or paragraph means nothing to you.

Yes, it took me a while to get used to not caring what others say, but as long as I look forward or I watch something that makes me happy, then the bad feeling leaves me.

This time, it was a lot of harsh words, but I know that some of the things weren't true for me. And that is what I should live by. You wouldn't believe someone if they told you that you had purple hair, when you could clearly see brown. Why should I care what someone says if I know it isn't true?

Anyway... I don't have anything else to say, except if you know it's true for you, then don't care what someone says about you.

Peace!

Nothing New

Same old stuff.
Guy I love, doesn't feel the same way.
Friends are close, and have an enemy closer. (due to a spell)
Life is dull and brain still not fixed.
Finishing late homework for a class, mainly because I didn't do it.
Taking care of myself, not really.
Lost weight, see above.
Dyed hair, same me.
Probably gonna fuck some friends, maybe not.

All this is because I don't know who I am, so my choices are not concrete.

Also, I give so much stupid love to people that I feel like I am just giving out empty hugs, meaningless kisses, and fake love making.

Y'all, I am smiling while I say in my head, "I can't wait to die soon."

It has come to the point where I might be more happy to die than to graduate and go back home.

Alrighty, gotta do homework for law, theater, piano, and stupid french.

Au Revoir!
(Peace.)