Holy shit has it been a long time since I typed here.
Remember when I said I would type out my book? Ha!
I don't think I would have a functioning brain to do it in simple steps.
My life changed. I mean, I got over my ex, I focused on myself, played games, met a community online, made friends, and found someone I liked.
It is now December.
I think I have my life in order, somewhat. Not as orderly as my clothes pile, but I know where everything is at the moment.
I got a job, finally. After Sears I knew I needed some way of getting money for my loans. I have been paying them off, little by little. Each paycheck I get, goes towards my loans. There are other factors such as; gas, therapist, medication, phone bill, medical/dental, and helping pay for our house.
If everything goes smoothly, by next year... a whole year, I should be 80% finished paying off the loans.
Then I can focus on myself some more! Continue learning Japanese and Sign Language, going to visit my friends, finding a better job, and playing games that I love.
Speaking of games, I got the official game of Our Story and I cannot wait to play it! I'm still wondering whether or not I should stream it, since its a story mode game. Other games I play usually have a goal or I just fight bad guys. I never know if people will like what I put out, but I keep playing because I love doing it.
So, quick update, I guess; still going to my brothers for fam dindin on Tuesdays, seeing a lovely therapist every other Tuesday (over the phone), going to work Wed-Sun, playing or streaming Mon-Tues, and getting money while looking for other jobs. My job now sucks, the customers are rude as hell, I am not allowed to go overtime because my job doesn't wanna pay me more, but since there seems to be ticket losses throughout the day I might get longer hours.... I love my life so far.
I also found more witches to practice with and to ask questions. Got a stone to help with protection. Recently bought new bras because my old ones were starting to unravel. No really, they started to come undone. I also got new shoes!!! They are sketchers and I love them!
I say, that I have accomplished a lot of things... looking back I feel good about myself.
Well, that's all.
Peace.
