Sunday, April 15, 2018

The Weather is Changing

So, it is supposed to be spring, but where I am, the weather doesn't want to comply at all and it is making me mad.
I want it to be warm and sunny. Okay, how about just start with it being sunny. I mean, I also need to go shopping for some shorts because my sister made me realized that I don't have a lot of summer clothes.
Next thing on my list for the summer is finding out what I should buy to make myself for food. I want to be healthy, eating lots of protein, nuts, and fruits.
So I have been reading a lot of food and health articles and I got this.

Morning: Have a shake with protein, eat one piece of fruit, and some nuts.
Snack: fruit, chocolate, nuts, veggies
Lunch: Chicken/turkey, rice/bread, veggies, fruit, and something sweet
Snack: yogurt, granola, fruit, tea
Dinner: Chicken, rice, veggies
Dessert: anything sweet

And drink water for everything or tea or homemade juice.

Hopefully, if i stick with it for the summer, I will be ready to at least walk up the stairs and not feel winded. That is all.

Peace.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

Living my life

In a relationship, you are supposed to live your own life and not be too obsessed with each other.

I am new to this. I have never had a new relationship before and I am not even back home a lot to spend time with my boyfriend. So, if I add up all the breaks, I have been with him for about... less than a year, almost 11 months of seeing him. I have been with him for almost 3 years, this coming August. I have only been/seen him for less than that.

I think I am doing well, considering that I am in a first ever, long distance relationship.

Anyway, getting back to my point. I am telling this story because I did exactly what I tell others. I took my own advice. Sometimes you need to. I lived my life.
I went throughout the day hanging out with my friend, doing "homework" in the library, hanging at the apt., watching tv, and just not worrying about my boyfriend. I know for a fact that he is always busy with something. I don't think that he ever takes a break.

Then at night, I get a text. I don't look at it right away, I'm too focused on my show. After a bit, I look at it and I see it is from my boyfriend, "Let me know when I can call you". I was shocked. What? He actually thought of me? Lol, did he not see anything from me all day and think about it? Hehehehe. 
So I texted him back, but remembered that he sets his phone down and won't see the message, so I decided to call him.

We talk for a bit and then he says he needs to do something and that he will call me back. So I hang up and continue to watch my show. Some time goes by, after a few dances, eating food, and roasting going on in the apt. I get another message, "Hey". I messaged back and get, "Want me to call back?" I text him, "sure". And soon enough, I get a call from him.

He asks me what I am doing and I tell him I'm at the "Guys Apt" (my friends live in the same apt, so my bff and I nicknamed it that), and that I am doing homework. I can tell that he is playing a game, and I let him, I mean I am busy doing actual work.

So this continues until I finished my work, it's midnight, and I am ready to leave. I pack up and go back to my room. We are still on the phone and I tell him I will text him because it's late and I don't want to wake up my roommate. Funny thing though, I forgot to text him, I feel asleep.

But it was a great day, and I feel I should live like this because I don't add stress that I don't particularly need.

Peace!






Monday, April 9, 2018

The High Boyfriend

I love knowing things that are positive or that make me happy and I can just hold on to that moment.
Right now, my boyfriend is high and hanging with his friends at a Burger King.
It's kinda cute and stupid at the same time.
And right now, I am in my dorm room on my computer laughing at how cute my boyfriend is being.
Even though we are 1,800 miles away, he still makes me smile. (Even if he doesn't know it)

As the day unwinds and it turns into night, I slowly start the descent into becoming sleepy.
My tunes are making me feel the beat, but my head is still telling me that I can fall asleep and I will wake up only in the morning. No more waking up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom.

Anyway, I should get to sleep. Night.

Peace.