Becoming Anew

I will no longer wish negativity on people, nor will I wish harm done to them.

I mean, I spoke ill of some, but I never really wished anyone harm.

Yes, there will be those who are mean, rude, or whatever sort of nasty, but I will only wish them happiness on their journey in life.

I am not my past. I am myself in the present waiting for the future.
In the meantime, I go about my life, trying to make it a great or at least content with what I did that day.
If I have done wrong, I apologize.
I know that I probably hurt people, and that is not right.
I have seen that what I have done in the past is wrong and that I will no longer be that person or human being ever.
I want to keep it real and mature with everyone.
No more silliness or playing around.

I have made a realization about my life and I am modeling it after what my mom had said.
"I am only going to do things that make me happy."
To add to that, I will also help do things for others so that they are happy.
Whether it is being a good friend or someone who is there for anyone when they need it.

I am tired of being unhappy and not being able to please everyone. Someone once told me that I can't please everyone, which is why they are so content with their life.

I have a big heart and I want to spread happiness and love.

❤