Whiskey Tango Foxtrot

So.... I didn't realize that my boyfriend still has this URL.

Hey baby!!!

Anyway, well life is shit, but it's also like a nice beach picnic.

The shitty parts are when I have to take shit and rude comments from people who are close to me.

And the beach picnic part is when the days are good and when I don't mess up.

I am in Switzerland now.

For some reason, I remember going to Europe for the first time like it was yesterday, but really it as 10 years ago when I was just a wee kid.

I don't know what it was, but when I traveled, I felt different.
Probably because I was going somewhere cold for the first time haha.... California humor.

Maybe it was because I knew there was a world outside of my city, but I never knew how to get to the outside and explore.
When the time came, I got to go to a few countries out of the many.

Let me tell you, when I got back from Europe and I was telling people at school, they were getting tired of me. They didn't want to listen to my stories of adventures and I felt sad. I felt confused as to why they would rather play handball than listen to what I experienced. It felt like a movie when I was traveling and I wanted to share the same "awe" feeling and happiness I felt.
But no one would really listen or even want to be my friend. I didn't know why.
I felt like a loner....ha! I was a loner.
I wanted to experience more of that feeling, I don't know what to call it, but it made me feel happy.
I went to the library and I started looking at maps and books about other places in the world. I started reading more stories that related to me. I started to get involved in the fiction books I was reading. Reading books that had real life experiences or magic or myth or romance gave me that feeling I had when I traveled.


Anyway, back to the present

I am in Europe again, studying abroad, again.
I think being in the middle of Europe is a little bit better than being above Europe.
Switzerland feels different, but it has similarities with London and California.
The public transportation...man, I'll tell you it is superb!!!

For those who don't know me, I love a good transportation system.
So for me to go to school in the Midwest is hilarious, because public transportation sucks.

hahaha...
I can't wait for this school year to be over again. I just want to graduate, go back home, and get an internship for an organization that I like.

Bye