Lonely

 I love writing and I love stories, but I feel like I might say too much or reveal a lot.
For a long time I kept secrets whenever I was on the internet. I would never say my name, I would never give my age, and I would never give details about my life.

Then I just got tired.

Why not have people know who I am?
I bet there are a lot of fake people out there, and I wanted to show the world a real person with real issues going on in her life.

Only when things get bad in my relationship, I write on here. Or if I get a thought that won't go away unless I tell it to someone.

So, here is today's story. My story.


It happened again and I called my best friend, she said that would know the difference between mad and super mad. I thought that my boyfriend was super mad this time. He said, "Don't fucking touch me," as he was leaving my house.
I said something I shouldn't have said.

Now it is the next day and he hasn't contacted me. I never know what he might do. Ignore. Talk. Or actually leave me.

He also said another thing as he went through my front door, and it was so hurtful I felt my heart break into pieces.

Fine, if he doesn't talk to me, I will talk to his mother. Because honestly? If I talk to her and she says something off, I know he told her that we were through. Then if he doesn't tell her and he has a plan to talk to me, I know for sure. I just got done texting his mom to go see a new movie. She was excited and set a time for today.

So just to be clear; my boyfriend and I had a huge argument, the next day he didn't text me (yet), and I am going to the movies with his mom.
What I don't know is if he is going along....so wish me luck and pray for me, because this might not be the end of this story.