This is getting old...

Yesterday I tried to tell him something in the news that’s important and he made a rape joke. I feel sometimes that his best friend is a bad influence. No, that’s not right. He just instigates things. I hate when his best friend does that. When we’re on Skype, trying to talk, he’s always playing video games. Yes, I get it. You work very hard, and when you get home you want to unwind. What does that say about me? Am I part of the work? You seem to categorize me into that when you say that you play to relax. I’m sorry that I’m not an “unwinding” thing/material. What do you consider unwinding? For me it used to be watching shows, movies, going on tumblr, or playing an intense game. Now those things don’t feel the same. He’s either playing video games by himself or he has his best friend over. I Skype you to talk to you! I yell in my head, but nonetheless, he wouldn’t notice if I did scream out loud. I want to live with you forever. I want to marry you someday. What if we don’t get that far?  I know that I have to put up with him, but sometimes it’s just stupid things. Every time I bring one up, we argue. That’s why I grin and bear it. *sigh* This is getting old. I don’t want this to last forever. I just want your attention for maybe a few minutes. Is that too hard to ask for?  I guess it is.