I forgot what to say...

I had a whole lot to say, I was mad, done, frustrated, sad, and I gave up on all hope.
I said it in my head a bunch of times and I recalled what I was going to say here, but now that I am writing, I have forgotten.
Maybe that is a good thing, like how they say "ignorance is bliss"? But then I remember that if I don't know about something, then I am naïve and I "should have known better".
But do I? Do I really know better? No.

It's been a while since I have typed, but this will become my internet diary.
Forever here. Forever taking up space on the web. Forever my thoughts that everyone will know about. Well, almost everyone.

I am not sure if I have made such a following that I would ever go viral, no, but I do have hope that one day people will read this and find some insight for their own lives.

Anyway, continuing on my road where I was about to tell you all that has happened.
For starters, I am not talking to my sister. I am still broken up from my boyfriend. I am graduating Uni this coming year. I don't have to fly anymore. Hopefully, I won't have anymore roommates, but seeing how this economy is, I might have them for the rest of my life. Let's see... what else? Oh! My mother is dying, but what's new? I am going back home for break. Oh! And I still see my ex.

So yeah, the only thing that I HAVE accomplished is getting this far in school, getting my license (yay!), and being able to legally drink. Even though I don't like alcohol that much.

That's all for today!

Peace!