Understanding Myself

I feel as though I went through life without focusing on myself.
And now that I am focusing on myself, I feel like I am not who I really am.
I am doing research, asking people, and figuring out on my own what I am.

When I say "what", I truly mean what. It is not to say that I am a thing, more like I am searching for "what" is inside of me that makes me, me.

I have habits.
I have feelings.
And I see other people have certain habits.
I see their feelings.
Yes, everyone is different, but I see myself so different that I don't feel human.

I tried talking it out with someone to figure it out, but I don't get the results I want.
So, I take it into my own hands and try to do it on my own.

Wish me luck on figuring it out and hoping to find conclusions and have my mind at ease.


Peace.