Bartender or FBI?

I found this course, FREE, about bartending.
I really want to try it out, because booze and bars won't go out of business.
Plus, it's easy! Well, for me it's easy.
It's like baking! But with alcohol, and you don't bake it, you just mix it. Sometimes.

Anyway, I'm going to finish the course and see how I did!

On another note, I want to be in the FBI.
I've thought about it since I was in high school. So that was a LONG time ago.
I still think about it and I found out that they have this program for graduates.
I am going to apply!
The worst that could happen would be a no. There is a 50/50 chance I will get accepted.
So why not try?

If none of these options work, then I can always become a writer, or interpreter, or a lawyer, or a NGO worker, or if all else fails... I could do something... different.

I have high hopes though.
Everything has gone smoothly.
I made it past age 15.
I graduated high school at 17.
I graduated college at 22.
I made new friends this year.
I went out with those friends on adventures.

Even though there has been a lot of death, sickness, and negativity since I was a child, I am still hopeful.

I learned how to cut my own hair.
I learned that I'm funny and friends love me. (from college and from work)
I learned that my body is normal, not fat.
I learned to say no.
I learned to remember the little things before they are gone.
I also learned a bunch of laws and shit for a degree lol.

But most importantly, I learned that people will come and go.
Some will like me and stay. Others will have an opinion and hate me. And then there are those who like me because of what I have... but they don't count because I said so. lol.

I got sidetracked while writing this... my bad... I was watching videos of BTS.
They also got a virtual concert coming up! Suppa psych'd!

Anyway, I am hopeful for my future!

There is literally no negativity in my life.
I hope other people live their lives to the fullest!
Don't hold onto such bad memories or problems.
Let everything go because tomorrow is literally a new day, you never know what is going to happen.

Also!!!! Soon will be my birthday!!!!
I don't know what I want really.
I love stickers.
Tattoos.
And I am starting to like alcohol.
Kate and Gina pushed that onto me.
I'm not mad. Gina is fun and gives off a good vibe. Kate is the mom friend, but she becomes the cool mom when we go out.
If only Peyton and Ayanna could see me now, they'd be so proud of me!!!

😭😭
I miss all of my friends.


At least I have discord, LoL, Animal Crossing, and Tiki!
All of these make me happy
😊



Peace!